Ranting : Lost my 1 tera data of Arashi

I’m so frustrated over this or more like i’m very sad. It’s of files from 2013 till 2017. Its a lot of data, file, memory and everything about Arashi I have been collecting. I’m seriously sad that i’m speechless. I’m sure this also happen to others. I have read it somewhere but I’ve never imagined it to feel like this. I feel like crying cause some of the files are not even on the net anymore. It really have a lot of sentimental value to me. Imagined you have been collecting and treating it like your baby after years just to find out it went missing. I’m devastated. Well I can’t blame anyone for this.
Originally I can still open the files but cannot copy it cause it already have problem. Then I decided to give it to my friend to help about it. When I get it back the files are gone. I can’t blame him either as I asked for his help in the first place but I cannot denied the regrets that I am feeling. Should I ndon’t give it to him I still can have my babies although I have to use different laptop.

So if anyone have had the same problem and has found solution to it please help me too.